yeh i kno he told me to break up with you because we dont act like were even dating but we dont so

we dont ? wtfuck calvin? and idek it pissed me off cause he says i bitch a lot which is true cause i admit i have bitched a lot lately but he out of all people should know how much i love you goddamit (x

nat i love you like more than any other person in the world and i talked to nessa about it and i wanna date you because i love you but i like wanna break up but i dont because i dont want the whole break up shit to happen agian and i do still love you but like i d f k?

what the fuck i dont get it

neither do i im like so fucking confused

like i dont even get whats going wrong

i dont even rlly kno like how to explain like i love you and i wanna be with you but at the same time i do but i dont wanna break up with you and regrett it or not breakup with you and wish i would hhave

like what the fuck i still dont get it like i just wanna know what i fucked up this time and i love you waaay too much to lose you again for some bullshit liek last time

i kno and like i rlly dont wanna put you throught that agian because it hurt me to but like i wanna be single but i wanna date you and i love you and idk what to do i rlly dont because i likke love you soooo much its not funny and if i told anyone how much they wouldnt belive me but at the same time i wanna break up idk like honestly idk

fuck feelings and how i have to fuck everything up

it not rlly you it more me wanting to be single and even like nessa said you r like kinda a bitch sometime like there no more chode shit but like still bro and i dont want you to change because your you and i love you and i dont want you to change but at the same time i do ?i dont kno what to do

goddaaammiit calvin, well yeah the past few days i freaked out about a lot of dumb shit and i know i did too and just bullshit i can’t not be with you without everything being fucked up because you mean the fucking world to me and just kljskjfgdsgfkkds

ikno and that another reason because i rlly like i rlly dont wanna hurt you or put you throught that agian i just like cant but like at the same time i want to

fuck , you’re confusing me like if you wanna be single it makes it seem like you’re not happy, with me .

i am but like at the same time im not its just fuck cinfusing idk im just like ucjidfkjlnsdcvnDENCONNCFNECFNJUECN i dont kno what to do nat like honestly i dont

whatever makes you happy.

im like happy with you but like at the same time im not like over the past three weeks you just like done nothing and it just like pissed me off idk if like i wanna break up or not idk what will make me happy

what do you mean i havent done anything

well like you gone off and that like pissed me off but like you just got me mad for no reason and itt like wasnt even your fault like idk eles how to explain it

yeah i know what you mean but honestly i think its just i care about you too much and every little thing you do i freak out about ?

yeh i mean like maybe but like idk

like i dont even know i cant help thinking you’re not happy with me and that im doing something wrong and like i mean i want you to stay with me of course but like whatever makes you happy i guess.

like i dont rlly kno like what would make me happy like you or someone eles and and i dont want to make a bad dession

and when the fuck did someone else come into this?

no like i dont have like anyone eles like in mind and like its not rlly likr that

then was it like ? i dont fucking get you like i dont get it all i really know is i love you so fucking much and i’m pretty sure you love me back.at least i hope.
no like i do it just like i wanna break up but i dont 
ok explain to me why you wanna break up
its like you been like a bitch even nessa agreed and then i like wanna be single and like idk and like idk just kno nomatter what happens i love you weather we stay together or we breakup and you turn into a bitch agian i still love you
well like i wanna break up but i dont give me time to think